I am chasing my mind

And sometimes it lets me

Close enough to deceive me

Of control

I am asking the eternal questions

Who am I

Why am I here

The purpose escapes me

With longlines of a tormented lover

That wants to be held tightly

And fears suffocation

All at the same time

I felt it once

It made me float on the surface of the Earth

And glide over the eternity of space and time

I felt it once

Just enough to have me chase it forever

It does this on purpose

To teach me to let go

Of all the bad things that happened

As they do not define me

And all the good things that happened

As they do not limit me

The Universe is pulsating in my being

I see the trees with the eyes of it

And it is the most beautiful sight an eye can ever perceive

Maybe that is my purpose

To see the world with its eyes

To escape the matrix of preconceived ideas

No judgement

No expectations

Just look

Just feel

Just love

Just be

That must be it.